Last night i heard a knock,
a knock from my heart...
it urged me to listen to the subdued song of my soul,
to look at what lies deep down within me and know my innerself...
it told me to listen to the music flowing in my mind
to reply to the unanswered questions hidden since long...

i know not how to discover the sound of music,
i know not how to answer the questions,
i am moving like a wave here n there,
like a reckless bird...

Time has come for me to know who i am,
time has come when i should know what i want,
keeping all the bonds intact
i shall now discover the bond with myself......
:)

yaad aa gayi os waqt di..

O waqt bada changa si, jad main nikki bachchi si,

seliyan naal hasdi si,

nachdi koodti rendi si.

O waqt bada changa si,

jad darr maa di daant da lagda si

har velle shaitaniyan kardi si

papa de kol phajji jandi

mummy to bachdi firdi si...

O waqt bada changa si,

jad scooty to apne aap nu kittho di rani main samajhdi si,

kadi tuition bunk maar te kadi kaam da bahana maar,

dostan naal ghuman jaandi si.

O waqt bada changa si,

jad apna koi hosh nai

golgappe khaane te mastiyan maaran de mauke dhoonda kardi si.

Jad didi naal lardi si,

te o' hanju bahandi si,

onnu kadi kadi mana ke fer hasaandi si! :)

O waqt bada changa si

jad kuch khaas dost honde sigae,

ghanton phone te galla kardi si

hasde hasde phone rakhdi si.

Homework okkha lagda si

padhai to jee kabranda si,

kinna mushkil lagda si

Fer vi O waqt kinna changa si.

Ae waqt vi te mushkil lagda hai

fer vi te changa hai......

Where two parallel ends can't meet.

Mixed emotions, scattered thoughts,

pondering on a long deserted road...

dont know where to go

dont know how to go

m just walking on the same path.

whenever i think m almost there

i end up clashing with a mirage.

to myself i give false explanations

hopeful words that push me towards my destination.

m pacing down the street with great strength

not knowing how long is the entire stretch

panting heavily i stop by to grasp some breath

not realising that after running miles

m there itself from where i had started.

m still speeding myself up

i'll be still trying hard

i'll run till my feet giv up

but, i knw i'll still be there

coz its a circumference around which i revolve

its an entangled mystery which can never be solved.

Sunshine, not always shines...

Here i see the rays again,

Here i watch the drowning moon,

Here i watch the birds chirping,

Here i see the swings swinging.

Joy overrules the world,

Happiness has no bounds,

There's no anguish no despair

I hear only merry merry sounds.

Walking by the street,

Giving myself a treat,

I saw a hidden child,

Peeping out, with eyes so mild.

He looked at the burger in my hand,

His piercing eyes made me halt ,

My feet froze to the land,

His reconnaissance like an ant.

He gazed at me with hungry eyes,

It was then that i realised ,

That every ray is not sunshine for all,

Every day is not merry after all,

World is full of prejudices,

So many children born without a bliss,

Rotten are the days for them,

So much of distress and mayhem.

I walked up to the child and gave him the burger,

Turned around and strolled down the street,

Wondering about by mood so chipper,

Disconcerted about his sad treat.

Awaited drops

The particles in the air have laid themselves down,
Water droplets cover them like a crown.
So soft is the smell that i can hardly sense
Such tiny are the misty pearls that i cant catch.
The blue sky is turning gray,
Its so pleasant that its unusual for May.
Here i sit with thoughts pondering in my mind,
All the mixed feelings thereby entwined.
I am ready to bid farewell to the hot summers,
To smile and welcome the rain showers.
O' rain, come O' rain,
Splash your droplets on every way
Let the flowers blossom again
Let us all merrily sing and dance just in vain! :)

The Despondent Star

Petty things in life do matter a lot,
sometimes they are more precious than urself,
you never know what comes in which manner
you never know what it brings to u
It can turn down ur life upside down,
can bring your life to a standstill,
where no movement can ever be possible.
A silly thing knows not what it does,
It can just be a wind or even a tempest
A dejected star never shines
A despondent flower never blooms
Its only once that they can breathe.....
Its only once that they can survive....
Rest all are petty things that grab them and stab them till death....
Dreams dont come true
coz they are just dreams
They come when you sleep
Or, they never come after you sleep!

No time to play!

When I was a kid I had so much time and space to play. But today, when I look around I see no kids anywhere playing coz firstly they are so overloaded with homework and tuitions that they get no time to play and secondly there is no space called a playground for them. So, they have no option but to stay glued to the tv, computer and video games thereby leaving the parents complaining that their child does not take his eyes off the video game. Have they ever realized that what is the reason of children holding the tv remote and not the cricket bat or a bicycle?

Parents are so busy working that they have hardly any time to donate to their kid so they compensate it by buying a videogame. Houses are small in metro cities and streets are overruled by rash drivers. There are definitely no playgrounds so overall there is no place where kids can hit a six or have a cycling race!

Last week I was watching ‘Taarak Mehta ka oolta chashmah’ where a same scenario was highlighted and the kids and parents were trapped in the same dilemma. Children were not willing to go out n play coz they found every game on the video games and parents were petrified by seeing their children refusing to play. They knew that this would cause a dampening effect on their minds as well as health. So, all of them thought of a solution and introduced the kids to the games and activities that they enjoyed during their childhood. Through this method the chindren got a chance to learn the games which were played by their elders and also got a lot of time to spend with them.

Today, when everywhere there is a race we should not forget that if we are standing with a wrong posture at the starting point we can never finish or win the race. Similarly, all the parents should realize the fact that apart from studies mental and physical growth is a very essential factor. Kids need their parents time and when they don’t get that then they need money to make up for it.

I feel that every parent should make sure that their child grows in a healthy manner. Playful activities always make the child bright. If they are not headed in the right direction now, the next generations would slump down instead of touching the horizon.